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Excerpt 003: Ship’s Cradle
TYPE: Personal log
LOCATION: Orbit, Earth
PARTIES: Three [3]. One [1] Ghost-type, [1] Guardian-type, designate Blaze-37, Class Titan [
rekindledtitan], One [1] Unconfirmed, designate Hughes, Maes [
bestdadinamestris]
ASSOCIATIONS: Multiversal Nexus; Maes Hughes; Earth; Multiversal Phenomena; Blaze-37; Amestris; Dr. Hill; Deep Stone Crypt; [REDACTED]
Blaze should have figured the warning signs for what they were. When the senses slow and the body insists on sinking into the nearest furniture, it ought to be a clue. But she has no memory of fatigue, no sense of whether her body is just complaining or injured or seriously needs to rest. So it’s not until their meeting at the Harp sees her stuffed with food and forced to actually sit down for a while that the torpor kicks in.
She’d like to shake it off, but the more level (and more inorganic) heads around her are able to point out that that’s not how human biology works.
She’s yawning uncontrollably when they materialize aboard her one-room jumpship. It wakes up for them with a soft hum, lights revealing a cabin just big enough for both she and Hughes to move around. Every inch of the clean metal plating looks like it’s part of some compartment or pull-out section, and that includes the floor. To sharp Exo senses it might look a bit patchwork, too: different panels have subtly different finishes; signs of repair are everywhere. There’s little sign of home comforts: just one cushy pilot’s chair, Blaze’s helmet clipped alongside it.
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Blaze tries to talk through her next yawn. “Oh… yyyeah. Good thinking. Uh.” She looks up at Hughes and waves a hand toward the star-speckled view up front. “Welcome to Earth orbit.”
LOCATION: Orbit, Earth
PARTIES: Three [3]. One [1] Ghost-type, [1] Guardian-type, designate Blaze-37, Class Titan [
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ASSOCIATIONS: Multiversal Nexus; Maes Hughes; Earth; Multiversal Phenomena; Blaze-37; Amestris; Dr. Hill; Deep Stone Crypt; [REDACTED]
Blaze should have figured the warning signs for what they were. When the senses slow and the body insists on sinking into the nearest furniture, it ought to be a clue. But she has no memory of fatigue, no sense of whether her body is just complaining or injured or seriously needs to rest. So it’s not until their meeting at the Harp sees her stuffed with food and forced to actually sit down for a while that the torpor kicks in.
She’d like to shake it off, but the more level (and more inorganic) heads around her are able to point out that that’s not how human biology works.
She’s yawning uncontrollably when they materialize aboard her one-room jumpship. It wakes up for them with a soft hum, lights revealing a cabin just big enough for both she and Hughes to move around. Every inch of the clean metal plating looks like it’s part of some compartment or pull-out section, and that includes the floor. To sharp Exo senses it might look a bit patchwork, too: different panels have subtly different finishes; signs of repair are everywhere. There’s little sign of home comforts: just one cushy pilot’s chair, Blaze’s helmet clipped alongside it.
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I’m… going to power up the life-support systems,
” the Ghost says, swooping over to the controls. Blaze tries to talk through her next yawn. “Oh… yyyeah. Good thinking. Uh.” She looks up at Hughes and waves a hand toward the star-speckled view up front. “Welcome to Earth orbit.”
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"Wow." Normally, he'd be breathless from a view like this. Today, however, he's simply stunned. "This view... this is amazing." Part of his brain reminds him that he needs to take care of Blaze right now, since she's not used to having a human body and all that entails. The rest is searching for the right words to encompass the beauty of what's in front of him.
He's not going to care if it's a long night. He could stare out at this view for days.
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The gravity in here is a little off, since the ship is angled such that Earth herself sweeps up the left of their field of view. Blaze has felt it before, though she's starting to realize how viscerally disorienting it is in human form. It looks like there's a sea - an ocean? - below; craggy mountains almost obscured by clouds that flash with silent lightning. They swirl slowly around a silver sphere, encircled by clear sky as if someone dropped a pebble into the storm.
Some pebble, though. It dwarfs the sheer mountains below it.
Blaze is used to the sight, though, and there are certain things to attend to. Besides the life-support, which is coming to life in a slightly louder hum of heating coils and the soft hiss of cycling air. Blaze is opening up one of the bigger wallcompartments, which contains a small armory of guns from snub, stocky hand cannons to a pair of rocket launchers, each locked securely on a rack designed for the purpose. "Here, I'll get y- the weapons stowed."
Most of them. Her hand brushes over a shotgun, lingers on a well-worn pulse rifle. What can this body even handle...?
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Finally, he pulls himself away from the view to look at Blaze and holy damn that weapons cache. "Wow." That seems to be his favorite word right now. "Are they all yours?"
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Nearly all the guns have the same slightly mismatched quality as the ship: some parts are so worn that the new bits have to be replacements. High-tech as they are, all of them seem to have some small story behind them. These are antiques in their way: handed down and lovingly upgraded for who knows how long. And all carry echoes of Light from the past Guardians who've wielded them.
Blaze stifles yet another yawn and moves around to his back. "And this- hold still a second - this one's my favorite pulse rifle. Steady, sights are sharp, handles nicely when you're moving fast."
She's detaching the pulse rifle from his back as she talks, checking it's safely unloaded and feeling for any wear it might have taken during the last day or so. "...Feels a whole lot heavier like this, but you can still tell how good the balance is." She sounds nearly affectionate. "Give me a second, I'll get the fusion rifle off as well."
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"
Guardian, may I remind you that your functioning will be impaired until you rest.
" There's no 'may' in the Ghost's tone, and the formal title, in this case, sounds just a bit like a parent using a child's full name to scold them.Blaze grimaces to herself. Procrastination doesn't suit her, doesn't sit well with how she sees herself. But she feels no eagerness to see what waits for her when she closes her eyes.
"So, uh." She rolls her shoulders with a sigh. "Anything I need to do before I get down to some shuteye?"
Sorry for the delay! My internet at home died this weekend. D:
That place where you don't want to fall asleep for fear of what you might see.
"Got any good reading materials that aren't classified that I could look at? I could stare at the sky for a while, but I do like learning new things while I can." Is there a way for an exo to smile? Because if so, Hughes is trying for that facial expression right now.
...and he's just not going to talk about how sore Blaze is going to be in the morning if she doesn't have any real bedding in here. There will be pain killers provided instead.
No worries! I know how that is!
"Sure, we've got- wait, don't tell me you're planning to sit on your ass around here for however many hours?"
I'm told by my husband that the tech we had over fixed it, though, so progress!
"I didn't think I needed to sleep, so I thought I'd do some reading." Beat. "...I need to sleep, too, don't I?"
Excellent news!
I'm super excited!
"...did you say thrust pack?" Oh sure, now he's curious. "What's that and how does it work?"
For being online, or for Jetpack!Hughes? :P
"That's what this is. You use it to lift when you're jumping. Takes you a whole lot higher, further and faster than a regular leap." It's a hell of a bunny hop. "There's kind of a trick to it, but Ghost'll help you. Go try it out in the Nexus. Jump up somewhere high, do some recon our way."
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You're asking me to go?
" The Ghost sounds concerned.Hughes would have to twist around to see it, but Blaze looks honestly torn, her expression pained before she sets her mouth and nods stubbornly. "You won't be far. And I won't be long."
Both, obviously! XD
But he can't bring himself to leave Blaze behind. Even in times of peace, he can't get over leaving a comrade in arms alone without some promise of safety. Today is no exception.
"You're going to need a lot more sleep than you think," Hughes says after a minute. "After the hell we've been through? I'm gonna guess you'll be out for at least nine or ten hours." Slowly, he turns around and gives what he hopes is the most smile-like expression he can make. "Besides, if no one's there to laugh at me when I land ass-over-tea kettle, who's going to stop me from lying when I say I did it perfectly from the start? Except Verity, and that answer doesn't count."
Sorry, Blaze, but it looks like you're stuck with him for now. Between comrade-in-arms desires and a subtle Dad Mode coming on, there's no way Hughes is leaving right now. The thrust pack will just have to wait a bit.
XD Blaze fails at bribery; tries getting cranky.
"You're not serious. That's no reason to sit around here Ghost, get him out of here."
"
...Splitting up within the forum was one thing. I'm not comfortable leaving my Guardian in a whole other universe.
""Light! What is wrong with you two?" She glares at the Ghost, irritable and exhausted. "Can't a bot get some sleep in peace?"
Hughes is a dad. That's not going to work on him. =P
Watch closely as Hughes crosses his arms in front of his chest and gets angry without raising his voice. He has a fantastic 'son, just don't' look that he would love to be pulling right now, but he'll make do with the dimmed eye circuits and tapping his fingers on his forearms in a slow, methodical manner. Blaze may be upset and shouting, but she's also exhausted. It certainly doesn't hurt that he's stronger than her at the moment, either. She's a kid throwing a tantrum and that's nothing new to him.
"Look, I get that this whole situation is fucked up and that some time alone would probably be nice. However, if something were to happen to you while you're in my body, I doubt you'll know enough to respond appropriately. The best thing we can do is stay together right now."
She did not anticipate the Dad Powers!
"What the hell is going to happen while I'm asleep?" She's tensed, automatically ready to fight- but she's not, she can't. It's probably sheer adrenalin keeping her standing right now. And it's stupid to make threats you won't follow through on. But bloody Light she wants to hit something. As she's thinking that, her curled fingers brush the cloth at her side. She swallows hard and turns on her heel. "Hnnh. Fine. Guess I can't stop you wasting your time."
She goes back to the weapons, stares at them, and concludes by taking that plain and slender hand cannon she pointed out to Hughes. Her first weapon as a Guardian. Perhaps the only one she can count on right now.
Not everyone does, and that is their downfall. XD
But... wait a second. "Are you... sleeping with a gun?" Sure, the safety's probably on, but... what.
Careful, Hughes! Don't diss Teddy!
"Safeties're engaged, and it's unloaded." She peers up at him blankly. What, he's never done this? "Smart circuits're powered down, I checked. So yeah, I am." She sounds a little uncomfortable even beyond the grumpy exhaustion.
If Teddy weren't a gun, this conversation would not be happening. LOL
"Uh huh." It seems dangerous to try and take it from her, so he'll just watch her a little more closely while she sleeps. "You get some rest, then, and I'll do some reading for a while." He's assuming Ghost can point him in the direction of some reading material. "Good night, Blaze."
She needs it to kill the monsters! Okay, she doesn't, but her instincts don't get that. :P
It's actually going to take a while to sleep: she's been awake so long her systems won't wind down, and arguing with Hughes has her circulation flooded with yet more nerve-wracking chemicals. Hopefully the exhaustion will kick in before she gets frustrated at not being able to shut down.
Meanwhile, Ghost will helpfully and quietly show Hughes around his options. They have all kinds of public data files, a whole lot of ancient texts, and low-security mission reports. Some of them concern Blaze and her Ghost. She even has a folder for her favorites. There's also a compartment with some leather-bound books if Hughes prefers paper. Two are travel guides, written by a couple of Hunters about the places they've scouted. There's a compilation of military texts, the Pahanin Errata, plus a famous Warlock's lectures on military philosophy.
And of course there are plenty of image and video collections. The City-style internet may have an awful lot of gaps when it comes to past culture (and even some odd things missing from its own history), but there's still a vast cultural inheritance behind them
Sounds like an exo with a gun problem. ;P
Those pictures, though, are going to hold his attention for a long time. He's never seen buildings like that or dreamed of such beautiful places. It's amazing to see the differences between his world and Blaze's and it helps cement what the texts were talking about. A win-win all around.
Absolutely: she needs more guns. ;)
Despite the formidable opposition, there are few mentions of Guardians gathering in groups of more than three or six. Though Fireteam leaders are named there’s little visible regard for hierarchy in the field. Even missions assigned by Vanguard Commanders back in the Tower are often phrased as requests.
It’s possible too to get a sense of the combat tactics favored. Blaze seems to favor shock and awe, aggressively testing her enemies’ defenses and charging in to hit their ranks at the densest point. Only where that proves ineffective does she resort to more tactical methods. Needless to say, her solo missions have a particular number of references to ‘Guardian impaled’ or ‘Guardian disintegrated’ or ‘Guardian incapacitated by tripmine detonation’. And immediately after: ‘Following Ghost resurrection…’
Blaze, meanwhile, is quiet for the first hour or so, once she finally gets to sleep. It’s only once she hits the dreaming phase that her pulse accelerates and her breathing quickens. And then the dream passes, and another hour goes by before it returns, and then again…
She has a vague sense of being surprised to be here. She can’t remember why. It seems inevitable now: here is where she was born; here she must return. No remaking by alien gods or meddlers can change that.
Once again it is evening as she comes down onto the field. The sun slants low over the mountains, making black silhouettes of the tower and the silent army before it. This doesn’t matter. She does not remember what is in the tower but she knows those who wait. She breaks into a run as she comes to meet them. There are others at her side, or distant, fighting their own foes for the same goal. (There are others, more distant, who walk ahead untroubled. She cannot heed them.)
They are all there, of course. Those of the Tower and those of the Nexus mixed in with the faces of long-forgotten names. She faces Hirune bare-handed; afterward, tries to take her gun before Jesse and Ulysses-10 tag-team her. Bare-handed suits her, but she takes a gun anyway and moves on. And there are Holliday and Steve, Banshee-44 and Verity and Harrowheart and ah, yes, Samus…
She’s slept four hours, or perhaps close to six. By then her heart is pounding, her breathing shallow. There are slight twitches in her fingers, the restless jerks and gasps that betray intense dreaming. The Ghost takes note: these phases seem to be getting longer. It drifts closer, fluttering anxiously, but doesn’t dare get too close. Exo psychology plus human biology is an unknown quantity.
=P
Dream cycles are nothing new to Hughes. He's kept watch while others sleep many times. The first one passes by with only a little attention given to it. When the second comes around, though, he becomes more interested, given the physical response to the dreams. That much is not normal. People have a tendency to wake themselves when nightmares get bad, but Blaze seems intent to push through them. She's going to feel even worse in the morning if this continues.
When Ghost drifts over, Hughes follows. Something isn't right, he can feel it. Carefully, he rests a hand on the back of Blaze's (err, his?) head, to keep her from hurting herself when he wakes her. "Blaze?" His voice is soft, warm despite the body its coming from. "Hey, can you hear me? Wake up, buddy."
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Careful!
" the Ghost warns in a whisper... despite the fact it doesn't know what they need to be careful of exactly....she hits the earth, rolls to her feet painfully- what's that voice? Suddenly she's unsteady; her feet aren't on the ground any more. Someone's over her, talking in her face-
Groggy and confused, she stirs enough for her conscious mind to process 'Hughes?' and half in the dream-state, she thinks: Hughes!
Her weapon hand lashes out with a grunt, trying to backhand him with the butt and lunge past him to her feet... although neither her limbs nor her balance are exactly where her instincts say they ought to be.
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I see you understand the Universal Basic Language: ENGLISH.
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